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Wednesday, October 31, 2007


as you said, i dont need you.
but i hate how much i do.
you take advantage of the fact that i love you beyond a reason why.
but i just cant let you go
and i hate that i love you so.

teach me to forget like you do.

fightworthy @ 4:05 AM

Tuesday, October 30, 2007


another day of waking up at 5pm and doing absolutely nothing.
and then having a sudden urge to clean my room... and i did! haha cleared all the clothes and shit off the floor and sweeped and dusted and even changed my bedsheets. haha extremely proud of myself right now. i finished a book yesterday. i seriously cant believe i finished it in a day. this sucks cause now im bored and i wanna read a new book. and i dont have one. damn shit.
im gonan go youtube now. bye!

fightworthy @ 4:42 AM

Saturday, October 27, 2007


we can have each other in another time.
Love is letting go,
its meant to set you free not chain you.

fightworthy @ 3:33 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007


next time you need me, click your heels.

fightworthy @ 1:56 AM



when you asked for this, i thought you'd actually go through with this,not me.

im so full of love it deeply sickens me.

fightworthy @ 1:36 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007


sometimes i stop, just for a moment. and i imagine, or hope, or whatever the hell it is. i imagine we talk.
just long enough to explain whats going on here.
what exactly it is you feel.
heck, what i feel. about this.
what happened?
when did it start?
when did it end?

but all your words get knotted cause confusion's in my way. and somehow, you seem perfectly comfortable with that..
dont speak to me, dont speak because i'm trying to get you to listen..
dont.

dont run.. dont run because i'm running too.

you are the imperial judge of how i felt today. yesterday...everyday.
sometimes you see right through to me, sometimes you march past me like a parade.
and from what i see its almost an escapade.
this is the part i run away.
not you too,
please stay.

fightworthy @ 7:29 PM



Love of mine, someday i pray you'll find something yours and only yours. a serenity coming solely from your insides.
without feeling yourself, how can you expect me to feel you?
i must choose the worst times to say the hardest things, but sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. please be cautious when youre out there alone..sometimes we dont know it and we dont see it coming but before we know it, it comes and it hits hard, so hard it knocks the wind out of you. and i can only stand protecting before you for so long..


so how do we do when we've had enough?
well i'll be here. that is, for the entire journey.

fightworthy @ 7:20 PM
A Cantankerous Teen.


Tessa Jessica Paran.
18Dec89.

i've seen your flag on the marble arch.
and love is not a victory march,
its a cold and its a broken hallelujah.

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